when did your heart go missing

my god ! fucking bored .

yeahh have 1 plan with bann . sneak out tonight. hopefully jd.
but not really sure yet. if imran ada kereta bru gi. if tkda pun
kuar jugak la. bosan. hopefully there's an activity to do.

BOSAN BOSAN BOSAN !!

just because i used cheat it doesnt mean im not smart

tired tired . fucking tired !
















went back to hometown an friday.
ada buat kenduri. but i really dnt get it
till now kenduri tu utk apa . hmm.
yeahh its really boringgg. thank god
there's someone to txt to ;)
kenduri is on sturday . after maghrib.


my uncle's aunties and cousin's is at A'Famosa.
wtf ! okayy then they came to my grandfather house.
di jemput oleh ibu long. hmm.
ouhh yeeahhhh !! sume ajak gi A'Famosa :D
wee~ haha. my mum and dad give me green light
to follow them . yess laaa. haha.

i sleep for 1 night only .
actly we wants to go to Water World .
but mahal. so tk jd. just swim in our bangalow.
after check out when to the recreation park.
actly melayan budak budak je. -.-'
and have our lunch. 2 Nasi Lemak for me. :D haha.

then we went back to Bandar Hilir.
makan lagi !
alot of food in my stomach . haha
then went back home! yeay at last.
arrived around 11pm something.

tired tired tired !













you are always trying to keep it real
im in love with how you feel
i dont see anyone can see
in anyone else but YOU.

take a look at my face there's no price i would pay

i would like to wish to my lovely dad

Happy Birthday
Aba ! :)
may god bless you.
<3

unfortunately ..
today is mydad birthday but
someone else get new handphone.



still cant accept what is happening
i wish i knew everything
what i've done


izzura<3

my heart bleeding

i think there is something stuck in my heart















now its two of them
hmm i dont even know what did i
do wrong to them
you , not even reply my txt msg
i feel like no one in my life now

i have no idea what's happening right now
if there's anything that i made u guys
feel bad , please let me know

if i know what did i do wrong
i can explain it to you
and we can talk slowly
i wish we can be normal like we used to

hope u'll txt me soon


I LOVE YA !!

just keep on wishing

ouh before i forget. yesterday was Bann birthday.
srry i didnt wish you. cause ur in Singapore.
i'll wish you when we meet soon :)

Happy 16th Birthday
to you
Bann ! :)
may god bless you.

and yeah im happy for my cousin.
cause she get's 5A's in her UPSR.
so..

Congratulation Mia !
for ur result.
Im really happy for you.

there's something missing in my heart.


ouh yeah , last week i found unbelievable picture :O
that picture shocked me. haha okay whatever !

yeah about my last post. Baskin Robbin huh?
hmm unfortunately , im not going to work there.
haih ! never mind i also dnt feel like want's to work.
hee. mybe nextmonth im going to work there.
maybe . yeah hopefully i can :)

MYGOD !! my sister is going to UITM on 27th of December.
atlast she get's what she want . and im happy for her.
yeah im gonna sleep alone and no sharing bedroom.
woohoo~ :)


missing the best thing happen
its hard to forget about it
those thing are now just gonna be memories

missing txting and talk to you

lotsoflove, izzura<3

vertigo stick !

Lady Gaga yaww !:)

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah! Mum-mum-mum-mum-mah! GaGa-oo-la-la!

psychotic maniac ! yeah love this video clip .
cnt stop listening this song . hee.

went to school today. yea boriiiiiiinnnggggg ! hmm.
Yash ! you.... !!! haha its okay. (sabar je la. )
me and Amirah played Bad Romance alot then other song's.
haha. then sivik we went to computer lab. online :)
so we stalked something . me, Emira and Amirah stalked stalked stalked.
ahahah ! we found something. hmm whatever it is. i dont really care
about it ! then tk sempat buat pape masa dh hbis kene masuk class.
damn. sabar je. so went back to class. listened some to music's and again
Bad Romance. we love that song :) .
yeah boriiiinngggg ! i know. today activities at school is just
listened to some music's. blk lepak mamak with Bann kejap.
story story. then blk.

yeahh guess what ? im going to work soon!
at Baskin Robbin, Sunway Pyramid :)
woot woot !
tomorrow going for interview.


i dont care bout it.
if you dont want to, dont do it !
just wasting time and space !
keep on what you're doing right now !

2012 !

its really hurt !

ouh damn im so tired like hell !
on monday i slept around 2 smthng.
then yesterday woke up at 7 smthng.
babi ngntuk ! and my pinggang sakit cm siaal !!
yeahh bodek time :) txt my dad asked him can i follow
my sister working?

our conversation start :
me : aba jua nk ikut kakween gi keje tau . (bukan nk tnye tp buat statement bodo)
aba : jgn...
me : -.- knp?
aba : kn bgs ddk rmh tolong mama apa yg ptt.
me : -.- jua tlg skrg laa.
aba : tnye mama

hahaha. bodo gila.
my mum was talking to my neighbour tht time thats why i txted my dad
so after my neighbour went back... hhe.
actly my mum know what i want. hehe. clever ! haha

cnversation start with :
me : maa , ma tau en jua nk mintak apa? hee. jua dh kemas.
dh bersih dh dapur . tgk ! haha
mama : atas dh sapu mop ke belum ? (kerek je )
me : alaa haritu bru buat kn. -.-' mana sempat..
mama : buat skrg.
me : adoiii. shhhuuuuu... (terus buat haha tknk blaa)

finished swept and mop makan sikit. (sakit pinggang)
tk larat nk mkn.
at 12.30 Amri fetch us. they drop me at sunway.
jln2 ngn Yash. she wnts to see her frnds. then jmpe Mark
at pool and snooker side.
then watch 2012 . coool ! :) (sakikt pinggang)
that movie was fucking cool but fucking fake !
best part is that movie buat org insaf for 5 minute . hahaha :)
after that went to stevens . minum minum .

then went to pool and snooker side again. jmpe Mark and Yash friends.
so Yash asked me wnts to play pool or not.
ok la jom la. im lose with Yash nasib jela kak !
nk msk kn bola hitam , putih pun termasuk skali. -.-
thn play 2 on 2. me and Yash vs Mark and his cousin(comel gila) haha
me and Yash lose. -.-' thn yash went back. so i play with Mark first.
wooo i won ! haha. then match with his cousin .ok im lose again. :(
then Mark play with his cousin. that was the last game. they need to go home.
so left me alone.

wait untill my sister back from work at 10.30.
then we went to mamak bistro. ada problem ! haih.
talk talk talk laugh laugh laugh ..
oppss dh midnight. everybody tired.
so we went back home around 12.30.
fucking tired man ! hmmm.
sakit pinggang ! sakit sakit sakit !!!! urghhh.



think think and thinking
cant stop thiinking
cry cry cry on my bed alone by myself just keep on smiling but its just to act tht im ok.

this is Arina Athirah.
i miss Arina 2008 :(

my brain stoped thinking !

on the 13th of november was Qairul Anwar's day.
so yeahh..

Happy 16th Birthday
Qairul ! :)

may god bless you.

we supposed to celebrate his birthday. and watch
movie with him. 2012. but unfortunately.
i cant make it, cause my parent dont allowed me.
Bann and Intann also cant make it. if my parents allow
me to go. i stll cant go cause no transport too.

everything turns up wrongly
what's happening?

sometimes i feel so invisible to you

When you're in love you don't have to do a damn thing. You can just be. You can just stay quiet in the world. You don't have to move an inch.

can't keep it longer cause i can't stand it

myheartbeatfasterandfasterwhenitcamethroughmyeyes..


yesterday bought new games. finally.
three games , sims, warrior rome something, and guitar
hero. unfortunately the guitar hero tkleh main. cause i dnt have mic.
bodo. and the warrior (game perang rome) bosan nk mati.
so made my mind wanna change other game today.
so i went to summit again to change.but the warrior game i cnt cahnge
cause they said ada calar. pantat laa.. so change the guitar hero only,
change with call of duty. my cousin said that game best. ok
beli jela. haha. and my dad buy winning eleven 2010. new one.
main sampai lebam. :)
cant wait to play. hehe.

and yeahh ! im happy with my result. cause its better than last exam.
and i have one A1. :) weee~ all subject improved. accept for account.
cnt do it really well. ill make sure next year i cn do better than this. :)
and my parents smile when i told them that i get A1 for my english.
my dad said he wants to buy me mp3 with one condition.
i cant used handphone untill i finished form 5. WTF ??
no wayy man ! i need handphone for live. :D haha.
seriously. i cnt live without handphone. and no internet for me also.
no no no way ! :( but hmm. i dnt know. if he loves me he will buy it for
me and without take my handphone away. amin.

i saw u today. but i cnt open my mouth to talk to you.
i dnt know why.

but im now told that this is life,
and painis just a simple compromise

sneak out

yesterday was really tiring . but best la jugak.
at pavilion i saw jazzlan, lutfi, LOLA? and their friends.
but they didnt saw me. cause i dnt wnt them to see me. :)
hahaha.
at 1am something. bann called me. asked me
'boleh keluar jap gi' haha.
i was asleep that time. then i answered his call and
i act like im not sleep yet. agaga. then i said
'ala wey sorry la aku penat gila dow. baru blk'

ban: kau gi ou eh td? (dh tau lg nk tnye)
me: ha'ah . lepas hbis tgk wayang aku g pavilion.
ban: ouh ok.
me: sorry tau. esk esk la. serious aku penat gila.
ban: erm okok.

haha. end of our conversation. haha.
srry bann! 3 hari berturut turut tk jadi nk keluar.
aha. srry again. wish tonight we can hang out. :)

Mia ! Happy birthday to you ! I dnt have present for u. srry.
but i'll find it for you.

im happy that ur happy. but im not happy for myself.

If it was easy, it wouldn't mean nothing tough.

today i watched this is it again at one utama jugak.
haih. mengantuk tgk. haha. ate 1901 in cinema.
then after finished watched it we went to pavilion.
eat eat eat. then jalan2 search some stuff.
but unfortunately cnt find it.damn it.
need to find it as fast as possible.hopefully can find it. :)
im really tired right now. fuhh. that all for now. :)

hey!

I miss you, I miss your smile,
And i still shed a tears, Every once in awhile,
And even though its, different now,
You're still here somehow,
My heart wont let you go,
And i need you to know,
I miss you.

oh how I wish you could noticed,
Everything that's happening for me,
Im thinking back on the past,
Its true that time is flying by too fast,

I know you're in a better place, yeah
But I wish that I could see your face, oh
I know you're where you need to be
Even though it's not here with me

izzura <3

cousin ?

Bann

Amrie

omg ! i still cnt believe that both of them
cousin ! wtf ! haha.
Bann and Amrie. hahha.
okayy.
Amrie said Bann is his 'favourite' cousin.
ahahaha. yeahh i get it Amrie. :)
to me both of them nice.
they didnt look a like at all.. hahaha.
but there's one thing that both of them
have. both of them cute. :)
*no feelings. :) (jujur)

Bann ! i have alot of your secret! :D
hahaha. kau cari gado ngn aku siap hang !
haha. :p




that song make
u feels like to sing along
that song make
u feels like to dance with
that song make
u remember about the best thing of ur life
that song make
u cry
that song make
u feel like u need someone.



thinking about u is the best thing.
but it makes me sick .
now i gotta strenght to fight for it.
thank god !


izzura :)

kemaman , terengganu.

w.e.h.a.v.e.a.l.o.t.o.f.f.u.n.

friday.
exam over ! yeah .
yehah! im going for holiday
at Kemaman, Terengganu.
arrived at Awana Kijal about
1 am. damn tired .
ate 3 capati , my aunty made.
and then sleep. :)

saturday.
woke up at 7 something.
damn! period. fuck tkleh swim. :(
srry mia tkleh teman. haha.
take a bath early in the morning.
fucking freezing.
then follow my uncle went for breakfast
at the hotel.
back to our suite , wait for
my cousin change clothes and went to
swimming pool. took pictures too.
then we play ping pong, pool
and much more.
at 5pm we went to pantai.
yeah alot of fun! snap snap snap pictures.
main layang layang jugak ! but tk naik naik
pun . haha ! memenat kn kott lari. hee.
went back to suite. bpk byk lalat sial !
masak masak masak smpai lalat pun dh
masuk. naik bilik pun ada lalat.
damn! nk mandi tk jd. bunuh lalat dulu.
:D haha. guess what? i killed flies using
news paper . hahha. 6 of flies . 3 hancur, pecah
perut. eewww! ahhaa. then LELAH . sabar jeaa. haih.
at night . have maggi for dinner.
then kakfarah and caca ajak mkn
pizza hut. hmm. ouh yeahh.
mesti ikut. :)
thanks korg .

sunday.
woke up at 7 am something.
caca wake me up.
she said
caca : jua nk gi breskfast tk?
me : breakfast kat mana?
caca: kat sini la.
me: kat mana ? hotel ? (srry la mamai lg) hee.
caca : hahahha. ha'ah jom la.
me : ouh ok jap.
ca ! tggu jua mandi jap. boleh?
caca : ok . mandi laa.
hahahaha. malu je. :) mkn mkn mkn.
i bring 2 bags along with me for
breakfast. haaa.1 for my stuff.
and 1 more for put food ! hahaha.
srry awana ! we paid for it. :p
alot of food we took. haha.
air pun nk amik. tkleh blaa. haha.
back to suite.
dh tktau nk nk buat apa dh.
damn. then arina txt me.
yea!! cool. mcm tau tau je. ahaha.
dh la nk blk kul 5pm. perh.
yeah got and idea. jln2 !
finally its 4pm. siap2
nk blk. yeay ! buy keropok lekor,
and keropok ikan yg belum
goreng. byk gila nk mati.
then slept for 1 hour to arrived
at kuantan. have dinner
at kuantan. get in car.
yeah sambung tido.
dh kenyang lg laa sedap tido.
hahaha. :)
arrived at my house arround 12 am.
yeahh penat penat.


yeah we have alot of fun.
even though its tiring. :)


izzura :)