nor izzura's

at last :)

2010-06-02T03:23:00.000-07:00

:)

yes im smiling. :)
hee.

its been four weeks . lost contact with you.
and yes! yesterday night you texted me used
your brother number. :)
and yes im smiling when i saw your txt. :)
and good to hear you voice .
nasib number celcom. if digi mmg menangis lah nk topup .

but.....

before all this things happen,
i was waiting for you since i woke up.
in the evening you didnt show up. and im like going
crazy + angry . my anger control me.

then..
hmm. i punched table and wall . -.-
yeahh at first tk sakit langsung.
dh mlm bru sakit. and bengkak. :(
sampai skrg still sakit. haihh. menyesal.

but yeahh im happy right now.
im back to normal. i think so. :)

imissyou :)

2010-05-31T23:45:00.001-07:00

baby by now you should know

2010-05-31T23:39:00.000-07:00

<333

alone :(

2010-05-30T00:43:00.000-07:00

yesterday im having a bad flu ever !
fuck ! hmm.

it was started like this,
actly im clean up my house.
but my fucking nose suddenly not in the mood.
so its start to *aacchhooo aaaccchhhooo* -.-

so yeah its really suffering. from 11am something
till this morning. and because of that im fucking weak.
and i feels like having a fever.
thank god im fine :)

but now my nose still having problem.
this is all because of resdung.
stupid ! urgghh !
i hate you resdung ! you make me suffer!

:(

freddy kreuger

2010-05-29T01:27:00.000-07:00

yesterday went to sunway pyramid with my cousins.
yeah we have so much fun.
our plan is watching movie and play bowling.
but we are not playing bowling. mahal babi. -.-

so yeah we're watched Nightmare On Elm Street .
goshh ! its fucking scary man . seriously.
but yeah we made it till the end of the story. :)

i had so much fun with them. :)
thank you. you guys made my day.

then we play an arcade. ohh god !
sumpah lawak. and best sgt !

the fun was there. in the picture :)

imy:( <3>

B !

2010-05-27T20:28:00.000-07:00

ohhmyygodd! :)

yesterday after i posted my blog..
hee :)
dia online !! surprisingly. i like.
but unfortunately chat just for awhile.
hope when you online soon , im online too.
i just really miss you. :(

hope you'll get well soon . :(
and dnt do any stpd thing . -.-
and i wish we can meet up soon. :)
i love you ! ;)

izzura <3 you
iLi

i am not strong enough

2010-05-26T23:33:00.000-07:00

hey ,

hmm. since last three weeks, i really not in the mood.
every single day my fucking mood SWING.
i just cant accept what i am facing right now. :'(

to many problem. but im only cant accept about you<3
i miss you ! :(
its been three weeks we didnt txting and onthephne.
really miss your voice. :(
wish that we can contact back soon. :')
i just cant take it anymore dear.

one month seventeen days :)
iloveyou!

:'(

:)

2010-03-01T02:07:00.000-08:00

hyee :)
its been awhile i didnt blog. hee.
no time for blogging nowdays.

so yeahh, about my last post on 6 january.
its turn up wrongly. haha.
Faiz actually went to asrama with Hafey. hmm.
same asrama . SEDASA . *sekolah paling taksob!
so , yeah now left me , Bann , Imran and Paan .

but yeah eventhough they left us, we still hang out together
when they back for holidays. :)
and we used to text each other . hee :D

miss you ! :)

iloveyou :)

2010-03-01T01:59:00.000-08:00

<3
you make me happy :)
wee ~

love you guys !
have a great time with you.

:)

yeayyy !

2010-01-06T00:54:00.000-08:00

he heyy. :)

yeahh. good news for me :)
Faiz is not going to Asrama. hehe. and and
Bann also not going to stay at Isyraq house. yeahh !! :)
haha. so yeah. only Hafey left us. hmm.
and guess what ? Faiz pindah 13 !!! yesss laaa. hahaha.
siap kau Faiz kat sini. haha. :p

okay gtg wanna go for jogging :) . see ya !

haven't met u yet.

2010-01-04T01:15:00.000-08:00

LOVE,

hmm . . .
last saturday was the lastday we hang out.
sneak out with them. around 1.30am Bann called me. asked
me sneak out.

Bann : weh katne ?
me : kat rumah la. knp?
Bann : keluar la, lepak.
me : siapa ada ?
Bann : aku,izzy ngn eppy.
me : ohh ok. aku tkleh kuar ar cousin aku ada rmh. tkt mak aku bgn.
Bann : ohh okayy.

about 10 minutes later i made my mind. I WANT TO GO OUT !! :D
so yeah. asked Bann to call me back.

Bann : hmm asl ?
me : tggu aku kat blakang rumah aku.
Bann : okayy . ontheway.
me : okay.

so yeah about another 5 minutes. i went out.
WHAT ? EPPY ? fucked up ! pukimak kauu Bann !!
hmm . went to mamak , there's Bann and Izzy. alamak, mamak tutup sudah.
so, pegi padang. . tktau nk buat apa. *ada org gaduh ! hmm . then Firdzar came.
lepak lepak lepak, kutuk orang ( YANA ) haha. then Hafey, Paan and Faiz came.
complete semua ada. . we just dont know what to do. jalan2 with Izzy.
hmm . then back to padang. jalan2 again with Eppy, Paan and Hafey . went to 7E with
Hafey.then again went to 7E with Eppy and Firdzar . omg ! nk gi toilet !! Faiz teman gi
toilet kat mamak. thanks :)

mcm mcm jugak jd . haih . kantoi ! hmm. so i went back home at 5.30am kot ! tk igt.
boring. tkleh tido plakk.

so that was the last time i hang out with you guy, (Hafey, Faiz, Firdzar) :'(
im gonna miss you. i got txt msg form Hafey at school. omg ! seriously
after read that msg i feels like wanna cry . :'( haih. srry about the other day.
so yeah cant wait to see you again soon :) .

OMG ! are you serious Bann ? bpk kau lahh !! gila sial. hmm . . .

please stop saying that im with him ! i hate that man ! please la !
there's nothing going on between us ! haihh.

there's a big smile on my face .

2009-12-29T23:28:00.000-08:00

heyy hoyy :)

i have alot of stories . but then im kinda lazy to blog right now.
hee XD . so yeah im happy .

anyway, my parents wont let me use handphone next year . haih.
its okayy :D HAHA ! like i care !

moment that i cant forget :

me , Bann and Paan was bored. we decided to take motorcycle
went to Putra Heights at Police Station . *cari nahas . haha. Paan took
Eppy motorcycle. so we went there. there's one corner , Paan turn and he
nearly fall down. hahahaaha. seriously its funny . me and Bann laughing out load.
like hell. we cant stop laughing that time . and there's another corner nk masuk kat tmp
Balai Polis tu . but then Paan behind my motorcycle, kene tipu ! he turn at the Police
Station side . HAHAHAHAAHA ! yeah me and Bann again laughing at him. haha
then went back at 7E .

then they want to buy a box of cigarette but they dont have enough money.
stupid ! so i gave them rm1.40sen. haha. kira kira. tk cukup lg 40 sen.
so they search out side 7E . and guess what ? they really found 40sen . HAHAHAH !
babi lawak tahap dewa sial. they really happy . Bann sister and Eppy also
laughing at them. haha. bila fikir balik agak bodoh, tp lawak gila . haha.

HOONOOOOO !!!!
Bann nk pindah ? :O
mybe, mybe not.
Hmm . .
susah nii . haihh

best part :)

2009-12-22T23:15:00.000-08:00

hey there,

yeah yesterday i went to Cameron Highland.
it was FUN !! our destination in car was like wtf !
woke up at 7.15am . took a bath, get ready. then here's
come Amri to fetch us. around 8 something. so we went
to Mcd , have breakfast . we ate in car . cause we're late
already. also buy mineral water, 100 plus, dentyne and panadol.
then, back to main road, and start the journey. after finished my
breakfast, about 20 minutes, i felt a sleep. hehe. mengantuk lah.

then i woke up, cause i heard they talking. yeah thanks for
waking me up . and im having head ache too. about another 15 minutes
we will arrived at Tapah. then Abaa call . *risau haha . then Amri kutuk
org tidur. Aiii !! haha. yelah whatever la Amri. hha. all of us dont know what
to do. listened to music. sang along. laugh along. so many thing we laugh about.

so yeah at last we arrived at Cameron Valley, Bharat . we have some tea.
yeah . here's come the camera. yeayy !! smileee :) . after finished our tea,
back to our journey. pergi tempat lain pulak. before enter car, yeah snaps
picture lagi. haha. so yeah byk tmp di jelajah. hmm. penat gila.

we ate strawberry, scones, jagung, cendawan goreng, sweet potato .
then we have teh tarik, mineral water . haha. and 100 pluss.
about 5pm something bertolak blk. damn tired XD .
way down to Tapah, i get head ache again , and rasa nk muntah. because of
the road, bengkang bengkok. hmm. my sister said my face pucat gila babi.
haha. i cant imagine. thank god she didnt took a picture of me that time.
cause she also having a head ache too. haha.

then we went to Strawberry Feild, *nk jugak ,tk puas puas tgk strawberry kat Cameron
Amri Amri* haha. have our dinner. then went back home. around 10 pm.

LesBiGay .

2009-12-20T23:34:00.000-08:00

yeay yeay yeay yeay ! ! ! !

im going to . .
Cameron Highland .
Wee ~
XD

cant wait for my salary, and futsal..
yeayy !! :D

you think your hot shit
you cool, i love it, i love it
yeah, yeah
stumbling but yeh, you're still looking hella fine
keep doing what you're doing and I'ma make you mine

well, you're a hot mess and im falling for you
and i'm like hot damn let me make you my boo
cos you can shake it shake it shake it
yeh you know what to do
you're a hot mess
I'm loving it, hell yes !!

He smiles politely

2009-12-19T20:21:00.000-08:00

yes laa.

thank god they agree with me to change
futsal on other day. hehe.
i asked everyone, if they want to change to other
what day do they want. Bann said on
Thursday. okayy. then i told Arina.
and she okay with it. so confirm change to Thursday.
yeayy.

sooooo,,
IM GOING TO CAMERON HIGHLAND !!!
wwooooohhhooooo~~ :D
and im going to play FUTSAL too. hehe.

but..
i've to ask Abaa first , i can follow my sister or not.
dayyummm. hmm hopefully boleh. so i decided
to ask him today. bismillah . hehe. :)

okayy today Bann is coming back from Penang.
so yeah esok ada kawan nk lepak.
yesss ! :D

confuse

2009-12-18T20:22:00.000-08:00

nowdays i cant sleep. listen to music till fall asleep.
every night think about you.
yeah im still think about you.

hey ,
im kinda confuse right now.
this tuesday play futsal.
but then yesterday my sister asked me
want to follow her go to Cameron Highland
or not. its also on tuesday. damnn !!
i want to go futsal and Cameron too. how ?
NOOOOO !!! :(
i wish futsal can chance to other date.
haihh.

if i go to Cameron , i can eat nice food, new picture
and have fun !
and if i go for Futsal i can have alot of fun too. and
dpt hilang kesangapan . hmm -.-'
and there's someone want to meet me at futsal.
damn it. how ?

im scared that im not going for both. haih.
just wait and see what will happen .
and i know if i make any decision i'll regret .

on wednesday u txted me.
you said you took my picture at FB
for keep it.
what ? why? damn. hmm
its okay. i dnt mind . :)

you would not believe your eyes

2009-12-15T04:42:00.000-08:00

heyy ..

just back from Sports Planet.
play Futsal. :) im really tired right now XD

there are Arina, Emir, Ikram . ( budak usj)
hahah. then Bann, Hafey, Imran, Paan, Eppy,
Qairul, Firdza and me :) (PH) .
went to Sports Planet with Firdzar. he drive.
yeayy save duit tkyah bayar duit cab. haha.
He bring me, Eppy, Qairul. yeah. yg lain
naik cab.

*arina poyo lah kata nk lawan , team usj ngn
putra . hmm tiga org je?? hahaha . bongok !!

we played for 1 hour. yeahh . it was fun ! :)
semua pancit. ahaha.

then we went back with Firdza jugak.
guess what ? 8 people in one car.
damn fucking packed man !
mcm tin sardin. haha. dh la semua memekak.
haha. but yeahh have fun with them.
me and Hafey sit infront. wtf? haha.
kat belakang lg laa. Bann, Qairul, Eppy, Paan,
and Imran. haha.
dh la bertembung ngn polis. mmg nk mati. haha.
but yeah selamat. :)

arrived at home, damn mama ngn abaa tkda.
kimek betul. so took bicycle, rounding.
haha. exercise :D . penat ouhh. XD
so now im really really really tired.
and yeah next week we are going to play again.
yeay. semangat !! :)

cant wait for it. hopefully i can join :)

izzura :)

I know how to save a life

2009-12-12T23:32:00.000-08:00

we haven't meet yet.but we act like we did.

heyy,
when are we gonna meet ?
im so excited.
but at the same time.
im affraid too.

im really shy to meet
new people .
so,
went im going to meet ya,
i'll bring along my friends.
hope that will be okay with you
:)

and heyy nice to know youu :)
i know you better now, cause we used
to txt . :)
hahaha !!

lets hang out .

2009-12-09T21:19:00.000-08:00

its been awhile we're not meet :)
at last yesterday we've met . aha
yesterday we went for futsal at U ONE.
we played with the boys. there is Qaiser, Ida's
boyfriend, Isyraq, Amirul Yon, Rawk, Ashween.
then Ida , Intan, Melia, Dee, Arinaa and me :)
yeah have a great time with them :)

then we went to Taipan . MAKAN !!
so we ate at Kayu . 1 roti canai for me?
neehh mana cukup. tkpe tahan jelaa.
tkda duit. :( dh la kene bahan ngn arinaa :(
tkpee tkpee. then went back to arina's
house. my dad pick me up at arina's house.

at 9 pm smthng txt my sister ask her want to go
to mamak , mkn . she at Mamak Bistro usj 9.
what ? okay then she called me asked me want to join or not.
okayy ask abaa first. yeahh abaa bg. so she fetch me
and my other sister. and 2 of her friends.

so lepak with my sister's friend.
sumpah lawak ddk ngn dorg. haha.
yeah i fight with Amri . stupid thing.
then okayy blk cm bangang jee.
haha. satu kepala.kitorg byk persamaan .
one of it is anak bongsu, anak ketiga.
ahaha :)

we txt and cmnt. now u ask me out? what?
okayy . wait for bann bck from penang first.
then lepak ramai ramai. *malu kot.
i wish im not gonna be shy . haih.

izzura <3>

regular person

2009-12-08T03:06:00.000-08:00

yesterday went to Sunway .
my sister ask me to follow her.
yea yea. okayy then. txt Intan,
Bann, Imran and call Arina.
after eat walk with my sister to Baskin Robbin
Cafe , yeayy !! there's Intan , Amelia , and Mathilda.
hehe. thank god they came. iloveyouguys !!:)
and thanks for coming .

went to Wendy's coz they wanna eat.
then we went to Arcade. ahaha.
stupid i know. do you know what game we played?
MARIO ! ahahahahaha . tp best. haha.
1st game i won :) but 2nd game i loss. third place.
Amelia plg gempak. dua2 game kalah no4.
haha. :p then they play dance thing.
bodo gak. haha.

after that went to Baskin Robbin Cafe again.
to get free Ice Cream from my sister. hehe.
1 scoop share 4people. haha. then we get some
coffee apa tahh. and some cookies. they love it so much.
then walk around , Mathilda shopping !
babi kaya ! haha. about 7 o'clock they went back.
and leave me alone.

so i went to Baskin Robbin lepak situ.
penat ouh jalan. plus sakit pinggang. hee.
get one more free Ice Cream from other sister.
wohoo~ but that Ice Cream suweyy.
i've bite my ulser . damn it ! sakittttt !!
about 20 minutes i felt like wanna eat another Ice Cream.
hee. okayy. buy one. and this one also suweyy.
i bite my ulser again but this time about three times
i bite it. i think. and guess what? its bleeding like hell.
woahh ! sakitttt saaangggattt. haha. tgh kebosanan
i've made up my mind to txt someone.
bru nk taip dpt msg. hehe. dia dh msg. bgs btl. haha.

about 8.30 pm. have dinner with my sisters
and Amri too. lama la jugak ddk situ.
about 9.45pm send my sister to Baskin Robbin .
then Amri ajak jalan2. okayy tkda hal. jom!
but sume kedai dh tutup. tkpe jln jugak msk kedai yg
bukak . haha.

then we went back home around 11.30pm .
fuhh penatt saaannnngggaatttt woahhh !! :)
i only spend my money about rm 10. ? ahahaha.
mybe less. aahaha. i know. saving ! yeahh.

its been so long

2009-12-05T21:08:00.000-08:00

tired of sitting at home without doing nothing,

so yesterday went to One Utama .
we went to Quiksilver and Roxy , cause there is
event for family and friends. only for member.
HAHA! actly we are not a member. my sister borrowed
amri's member card. yeah about more than half and hour
in there. my sister bought new watch from Roxy, for
her graduation gift.
my mum also bought long sleeve tshirt from Roxy.
lawa kot -.-'
went back i try that tshirt she bought. omg its fit with me !
MA !!! jua nk baju tuu ;) haha.
seriously i really want that tshirt so badly. haih.

i'll borrow it from you went i feels
like i want to wear it k ma ! hehe. :D

izzura :)

swing .

2009-12-01T23:09:00.000-08:00

i knew it !

its about my last post . btl btl tk jd.
fucked up ! sakit hati !

hmm im not in the mood right now.
and i've nothing to say.

i cant remember what did i cmnt to you.
please let me know.
if there's something wrong
tell me.

im feel so fucked up !!

izzura :(

when did your heart go missing

2009-11-30T23:19:00.000-08:00

my god ! fucking bored .

yeahh have 1 plan with bann . sneak out tonight. hopefully jd.
but not really sure yet. if imran ada kereta bru gi. if tkda pun
kuar jugak la. bosan. hopefully there's an activity to do.

BOSAN BOSAN BOSAN !!

just because i used cheat it doesnt mean im not smart

2009-11-29T21:46:00.000-08:00

tired tired . fucking tired !

went back to hometown an friday.
ada buat kenduri. but i really dnt get it
till now kenduri tu utk apa . hmm.
yeahh its really boringgg. thank god
there's someone to txt to ;)
kenduri is on sturday . after maghrib.

my uncle's aunties and cousin's is at A'Famosa.
wtf ! okayy then they came to my grandfather house.
di jemput oleh ibu long. hmm.
ouhh yeeahhhh !! sume ajak gi A'Famosa :D
wee~ haha. my mum and dad give me green light
to follow them . yess laaa. haha.

i sleep for 1 night only .
actly we wants to go to Water World .
but mahal. so tk jd. just swim in our bangalow.
after check out when to the recreation park.
actly melayan budak budak je. -.-'
and have our lunch. 2 Nasi Lemak for me. :D haha.

then we went back to Bandar Hilir.
makan lagi !
alot of food in my stomach . haha
then went back home! yeay at last.
arrived around 11pm something.

tired tired tired !

you are always trying to keep it real
im in love with how you feel
i dont see anyone can see
in anyone else but YOU.

take a look at my face there's no price i would pay

2009-11-26T00:21:00.000-08:00

i would like to wish to my lovely dad

Happy Birthday
Aba ! :)
may god bless you.
<3

unfortunately ..
today is mydad birthday but
someone else get new handphone.

still cant accept what is happening
i wish i knew everything
what i've done

izzura<3

my heart bleeding

2009-11-24T01:39:00.000-08:00

i think there is something stuck in my heart

now its two of them
hmm i dont even know what did i
do wrong to them
you , not even reply my txt msg
i feel like no one in my life now

i have no idea what's happening right now
if there's anything that i made u guys
feel bad , please let me know

if i know what did i do wrong
i can explain it to you
and we can talk slowly
i wish we can be normal like we used to

hope u'll txt me soon

I LOVE YA !!

just keep on wishing

2009-11-22T19:39:00.000-08:00

ouh before i forget. yesterday was Bann birthday.
srry i didnt wish you. cause ur in Singapore.
i'll wish you when we meet soon :)

Happy 16th Birthday
to you
Bann ! :)
may god bless you.

and yeah im happy for my cousin.
cause she get's 5A's in her UPSR.
so..

Congratulation Mia !
for ur result.
Im really happy for you.

there's something missing in my heart.

ouh yeah , last week i found unbelievable picture :O
that picture shocked me. haha okay whatever !

yeah about my last post. Baskin Robbin huh?
hmm unfortunately , im not going to work there.
haih ! never mind i also dnt feel like want's to work.
hee. mybe nextmonth im going to work there.
maybe . yeah hopefully i can :)

MYGOD !! my sister is going to UITM on 27th of December.
atlast she get's what she want . and im happy for her.
yeah im gonna sleep alone and no sharing bedroom.
woohoo~ :)

missing the best thing happen
its hard to forget about it
those thing are now just gonna be memories

missing txting and talk to you

lotsoflove, izzura<3

vertigo stick !

2009-11-18T23:44:00.000-08:00

Lady Gaga yaww !:)

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah! Mum-mum-mum-mum-mah! GaGa-oo-la-la!

psychotic maniac ! yeah love this video clip .
cnt stop listening this song . hee.

went to school today. yea boriiiiiiinnnggggg ! hmm.
Yash ! you.... !!! haha its okay. (sabar je la. )
me and Amirah played Bad Romance alot then other song's.
haha. then sivik we went to computer lab. online :)
so we stalked something . me, Emira and Amirah stalked stalked stalked.
ahahah ! we found something. hmm whatever it is. i dont really care
about it ! then tk sempat buat pape masa dh hbis kene masuk class.
damn. sabar je. so went back to class. listened some to music's and again
Bad Romance. we love that song :) .
yeah boriiiinngggg ! i know. today activities at school is just
listened to some music's. blk lepak mamak with Bann kejap.
story story. then blk.

yeahh guess what ? im going to work soon!
at Baskin Robbin, Sunway Pyramid :)
woot woot !
tomorrow going for interview.

i dont care bout it.
if you dont want to, dont do it !
just wasting time and space !
keep on what you're doing right now !

2012 !

2009-11-17T20:26:00.000-08:00

its really hurt !

ouh damn im so tired like hell !
on monday i slept around 2 smthng.
then yesterday woke up at 7 smthng.
babi ngntuk ! and my pinggang sakit cm siaal !!
yeahh bodek time :) txt my dad asked him can i follow
my sister working?

our conversation start :
me : aba jua nk ikut kakween gi keje tau . (bukan nk tnye tp buat statement bodo)
aba : jgn...
me : -.- knp?
aba : kn bgs ddk rmh tolong mama apa yg ptt.
me : -.- jua tlg skrg laa.
aba : tnye mama

hahaha. bodo gila.
my mum was talking to my neighbour tht time thats why i txted my dad
so after my neighbour went back... hhe.
actly my mum know what i want. hehe. clever ! haha

cnversation start with :
me : maa , ma tau en jua nk mintak apa? hee. jua dh kemas.
dh bersih dh dapur . tgk ! haha
mama : atas dh sapu mop ke belum ? (kerek je )
me : alaa haritu bru buat kn. -.-' mana sempat..
mama : buat skrg.
me : adoiii. shhhuuuuu... (terus buat haha tknk blaa)

finished swept and mop makan sikit. (sakit pinggang)
tk larat nk mkn.
at 12.30 Amri fetch us. they drop me at sunway.
jln2 ngn Yash. she wnts to see her frnds. then jmpe Mark
at pool and snooker side.
then watch 2012 . coool ! :) (sakikt pinggang)
that movie was fucking cool but fucking fake !
best part is that movie buat org insaf for 5 minute . hahaha :)
after that went to stevens . minum minum .

then went to pool and snooker side again. jmpe Mark and Yash friends.
so Yash asked me wnts to play pool or not.
ok la jom la. im lose with Yash nasib jela kak !
nk msk kn bola hitam , putih pun termasuk skali. -.-
thn play 2 on 2. me and Yash vs Mark and his cousin(comel gila) haha
me and Yash lose. -.-' thn yash went back. so i play with Mark first.
wooo i won ! haha. then match with his cousin .ok im lose again. :(
then Mark play with his cousin. that was the last game. they need to go home.
so left me alone.

wait untill my sister back from work at 10.30.
then we went to mamak bistro. ada problem ! haih.
talk talk talk laugh laugh laugh ..
oppss dh midnight. everybody tired.
so we went back home around 12.30.
fucking tired man ! hmmm.
sakit pinggang ! sakit sakit sakit !!!! urghhh.

think think and thinking
cant stop thiinking
cry cry cry on my bed alone by myself just keep on smiling but its just to act tht im ok.

this is Arina Athirah.
i miss Arina 2008 :(

my brain stoped thinking !

2009-11-14T04:33:00.000-08:00

on the 13th of november was Qairul Anwar's day.
so yeahh..

Happy 16th Birthday
Qairul ! :)

may god bless you.

we supposed to celebrate his birthday. and watch
movie with him. 2012. but unfortunately.
i cant make it, cause my parent dont allowed me.
Bann and Intann also cant make it. if my parents allow
me to go. i stll cant go cause no transport too.

everything turns up wrongly
what's happening?

sometimes i feel so invisible to you

2009-11-10T22:29:00.000-08:00

When you're in love you don't have to do a damn thing. You can just be. You can just stay quiet in the world. You don't have to move an inch.

can't keep it longer cause i can't stand it

2009-11-09T05:39:00.000-08:00

myheartbeatfasterandfasterwhenitcamethroughmyeyes..

yesterday bought new games. finally.
three games , sims, warrior rome something, and guitar
hero. unfortunately the guitar hero tkleh main. cause i dnt have mic.
bodo. and the warrior (game perang rome) bosan nk mati.
so made my mind wanna change other game today.
so i went to summit again to change.but the warrior game i cnt cahnge
cause they said ada calar. pantat laa.. so change the guitar hero only,
change with call of duty. my cousin said that game best. ok
beli jela. haha. and my dad buy winning eleven 2010. new one.
main sampai lebam. :)
cant wait to play. hehe.

and yeahh ! im happy with my result. cause its better than last exam.
and i have one A1. :) weee~ all subject improved. accept for account.
cnt do it really well. ill make sure next year i cn do better than this. :)
and my parents smile when i told them that i get A1 for my english.
my dad said he wants to buy me mp3 with one condition.
i cant used handphone untill i finished form 5. WTF ??
no wayy man ! i need handphone for live. :D haha.
seriously. i cnt live without handphone. and no internet for me also.
no no no way ! :( but hmm. i dnt know. if he loves me he will buy it for
me and without take my handphone away. amin.

i saw u today. but i cnt open my mouth to talk to you.
i dnt know why.

but im now told that this is life,
and painis just a simple compromise

sneak out

2009-11-07T21:59:00.000-08:00

yesterday was really tiring . but best la jugak.
at pavilion i saw jazzlan, lutfi, LOLA? and their friends.
but they didnt saw me. cause i dnt wnt them to see me. :)
hahaha.
at 1am something. bann called me. asked me
'boleh keluar jap gi' haha.
i was asleep that time. then i answered his call and
i act like im not sleep yet. agaga. then i said
'ala wey sorry la aku penat gila dow. baru blk'

ban: kau gi ou eh td? (dh tau lg nk tnye)
me: ha'ah . lepas hbis tgk wayang aku g pavilion.
ban: ouh ok.
me: sorry tau. esk esk la. serious aku penat gila.
ban: erm okok.

haha. end of our conversation. haha.
srry bann! 3 hari berturut turut tk jadi nk keluar.
aha. srry again. wish tonight we can hang out. :)

Mia ! Happy birthday to you ! I dnt have present for u. srry.
but i'll find it for you.

im happy that ur happy. but im not happy for myself.

If it was easy, it wouldn't mean nothing tough.

2009-11-06T05:37:00.000-08:00

today i watched this is it again at one utama jugak.
haih. mengantuk tgk. haha. ate 1901 in cinema.
then after finished watched it we went to pavilion.
eat eat eat. then jalan2 search some stuff.
but unfortunately cnt find it.damn it.
need to find it as fast as possible.hopefully can find it. :)
im really tired right now. fuhh. that all for now. :)

hey!

I miss you, I miss your smile,
And i still shed a tears, Every once in awhile,
And even though its, different now,
You're still here somehow,
My heart wont let you go,
And i need you to know,
I miss you.

oh how I wish you could noticed,
Everything that's happening for me,
Im thinking back on the past,
Its true that time is flying by too fast,

I know you're in a better place, yeah
But I wish that I could see your face, oh
I know you're where you need to be
Even though it's not here with me

izzura <3

cousin ?

2009-11-03T00:14:00.000-08:00

Bann

Amrie

omg ! i still cnt believe that both of them
cousin ! wtf ! haha.
Bann and Amrie. hahha.
okayy.
Amrie said Bann is his 'favourite' cousin.
ahahaha. yeahh i get it Amrie. :)
to me both of them nice.
they didnt look a like at all.. hahaha.
but there's one thing that both of them
have. both of them cute. :)
*no feelings. :) (jujur)

Bann ! i have alot of your secret! :D
hahaha. kau cari gado ngn aku siap hang !
haha. :p

that song make
u feels like to sing along
that song make
u feels like to dance with
that song make
u remember about the best thing of ur life
that song make
u cry
that song make
u feel like u need someone.

thinking about u is the best thing.
but it makes me sick .
now i gotta strenght to fight for it.
thank god !

izzura :)

kemaman , terengganu.

2009-11-01T22:50:00.000-08:00

w.e.h.a.v.e.a.l.o.t.o.f.f.u.n.

friday.
exam over ! yeah .
yehah! im going for holiday
at Kemaman, Terengganu.
arrived at Awana Kijal about
1 am. damn tired .
ate 3 capati , my aunty made.
and then sleep. :)

saturday.
woke up at 7 something.
damn! period. fuck tkleh swim. :(
srry mia tkleh teman. haha.
take a bath early in the morning.
fucking freezing.
then follow my uncle went for breakfast
at the hotel.
back to our suite , wait for
my cousin change clothes and went to
swimming pool. took pictures too.
then we play ping pong, pool
and much more.
at 5pm we went to pantai.
yeah alot of fun! snap snap snap pictures.
main layang layang jugak ! but tk naik naik
pun . haha ! memenat kn kott lari. hee.
went back to suite. bpk byk lalat sial !
masak masak masak smpai lalat pun dh
masuk. naik bilik pun ada lalat.
damn! nk mandi tk jd. bunuh lalat dulu.
:D haha. guess what? i killed flies using
news paper . hahha. 6 of flies . 3 hancur, pecah
perut. eewww! ahhaa. then LELAH . sabar jeaa. haih.
at night . have maggi for dinner.
then kakfarah and caca ajak mkn
pizza hut. hmm. ouh yeahh.
mesti ikut. :)
thanks korg .

sunday.
woke up at 7 am something.
caca wake me up.
she said
caca : jua nk gi breskfast tk?
me : breakfast kat mana?
caca: kat sini la.
me: kat mana ? hotel ? (srry la mamai lg) hee.
caca : hahahha. ha'ah jom la.
me : ouh ok jap.
ca ! tggu jua mandi jap. boleh?
caca : ok . mandi laa.
hahahaha. malu je. :) mkn mkn mkn.
i bring 2 bags along with me for
breakfast. haaa.1 for my stuff.
and 1 more for put food ! hahaha.
srry awana ! we paid for it. :p
alot of food we took. haha.
air pun nk amik. tkleh blaa. haha.
back to suite.
dh tktau nk nk buat apa dh.
damn. then arina txt me.
yea!! cool. mcm tau tau je. ahaha.
dh la nk blk kul 5pm. perh.
yeah got and idea. jln2 !
finally its 4pm. siap2
nk blk. yeay ! buy keropok lekor,
and keropok ikan yg belum
goreng. byk gila nk mati.
then slept for 1 hour to arrived
at kuantan. have dinner
at kuantan. get in car.
yeah sambung tido.
dh kenyang lg laa sedap tido.
hahaha. :)
arrived at my house arround 12 am.
yeahh penat penat.

yeah we have alot of fun.
even though its tiring. :)

izzura :)

biggest secret.

2009-10-27T23:58:00.000-07:00

omg ! i gotta secret. someone secret.
really shock to heard the secret.
first intan told me. i dont know if its
true or not. then i asked bann at mamak
just now after went back from school.
went back with qairul. so lepak jap ngn bann.
now i believed it. but im really really really
shock ! wooww! its like a drama.

Bann ! dont worry i wont tell anyone. :)
i know alot of your secret. haha .
but dont worry your secret save with me.
i have no one to tell about it.

oh yeahh! cant wait for tomorrow. wee.
MJ MJ MJ ! haha. im sure tomorrow
gonna be tiring day. haih.
i need to rush back to my aunty house.
at 2pm my cousin gonna fetch me. fuuhh.

one more thing. im going to kemaman !
on friday. and yea i need to rush back
home on friday cause my uncle fetch me.
afternoon. damn. penat gila.
5days full of event. hee.

Maybe if my heart stops beating
It won't hurt this much
And never will I have to answer
Again to anyone
Please don't get me wrong
Because I'll never let this go
But I can't find the words to tell you
I don't want to be alone
But now I feel like I don't know you

izzura:)

satisfaction

2009-10-27T00:19:00.000-07:00

being happy is a satisfaction.

but making someone else happy is beyond satisfaction.

its relieving.

i wish.

i knew that i manage to make someone smile.

i wish.

i knew that i made someone sad.

i wish.

i knew that am i the one.

for all the people out there.

when u know its right.

u will surely do it.

but if u have doubt,

don't ever hesitate to clear it.

don't lie to urself.

listen to advices.

ure not always right.

as for now.

i'm very sure.

without doubt.

i past thru.

and starting new.

i didn't lie to myself,

bcuz i know it is right.

lots of loves <3
izzura

ps: well i am also sure that i adore you.

tiring day but had fun

2009-10-26T00:38:00.000-07:00

monday, 26th of october .

cant stand my heat body temperature.
went to school late at 9.30am. hee.
missed my sivik paper. so what?
arrived , enter my class yash looking at me
like im a stranger. haha. they looking at me
with their weird face. okayy wtv !
today is my math paper 1 exam.
omg ! seriously its hard man! idk what am i
gonna get for my results. damn!

i know ur looking at me.
and you dont even say hye or smile.
hmm and i pretend that i didnt saw u too.
i need more strength !

saturday, 24th of october.

woke up at 5.30 am.
amri akeeb fetch us at 6.30 am.
before arrived uitm stop and mcd, drive thru.
buy some breakfast. and guess what we met a
drive thru girl named amira seleko. haha. Lol.
then arrived at uitm around 7.

she said she's nervous. haha. normal laa.
after ate breakfast mysister line up .
and left me and amrie.
amrie asked me 'kita nk buat apa ni?' haha.
waited untill my sister enter the hall. sit at divider.
sedih gila tkda kerusi. wait for my mum and dad.
after finished took some picture.
yeahh really tiring day. fuhh.

have lunch with my sisters and amrie
at nandos , sacc mall.
then he send us back home.
find my bed and have a rest. heee.

woke up at 4 something.
and feels like .. yeah im having a fever. damn it.
around 6 something rushing went back
to melaka. had some discussion.

the graduate girl and
this is amrie akeeb, she's bf

its been awhile we didnt talk and txting.
yeahh i do miss you. and what we did.

lots of love <3
izzura :)

i really do !

2009-10-21T01:32:00.000-07:00

ouuhh yeaahh ! i've good news ! i've got 2nd ticket for

Micheal Jackson movie This Is It.
cant wait to watch it. one ticket is on 29th of October
and one more on 7th of November.

gossip girl ! wee~
family, friends, relationship .
i like chuck and blair. such a sweet couple. :D

XOXO
lots of love izzura.

Micheal Jackson !

2009-10-16T21:21:00.000-07:00

right now im having an exam for 3 weeks.
gosh ! need to study to get good results .
study study study and exam ! fuuhhh.

but..

on 29th of october .
im going to watch MICHEAL JACKSON movie THIS IS IT !
yeaayyy ! ;D
i've booked the ticket and will get the ticket by sunday.
ehem ehem. i asked someone to watch with me.
but.. hmm never mind.

then on 30th of october .
my final exam ! weeeee~ thank god. :)
my last paper is pjk, accounts 1 and sejarah 1.
damn i hate sejarah and accounts. but i need to study eventhough
i hate it. -.-'

after exam on the 30th october
mybe im going to Kemaman,Terengganu
to have some fun with family members.
hope its going to be fun. and total of us
going to Kemaman about 7 or 8 familys i think.
yeah ramai i know. haha.

wish me luck in my exam ! hehe thanks. ;)

heyy i miss you !
xoxo

its hard for me !

2009-10-15T23:55:00.001-07:00

Missing someone isn’t about how long it’s been since you’ve seen them last. Or the amount of time since you’ve talked. It’s about that very moment when you’re doing something, and you wish, you wish that they were right there with you .

xoxo.

last word

2009-10-06T07:03:00.000-07:00

Let me hold you
For the last time
It's the last chance to feel again
But you broke me
Now I can't feel anything

When I love you,
It's so untrue
I can't even convince myself
When I'm speaking,
It's the voice of someone else

Oh it tears me up
I try to hold on, but it hurts too much
I try to forgive, but it's not enough to make it all okay

You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh the truth hurts
And lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before

Oh it tears me up
I try to hold on, but it hurts too much
I try to forgive, but it's not enough to make it all okay

why can't you see that I'm the one who understand you?

2009-09-30T03:41:00.000-07:00

I’m alone it’s just me, and
I’m watchin TV
And I’m always so bored at home
I don't know where you are
and I'm so pissed off
Don’t make me beg for the things I need
Lives are free
Talk is cheap
I’m so jealous
Restless
Relentless
That’s just me.
I'm so crazy lately c'mon let it be
Don’t make me beg for the things I need

Why do I just lie awake and think of you
I need some sleep.
Tomorrow I have things to do.
Every time I close my eyes I see your face,
So I try to read, but all I do is lose my place.
Am I obsessed with you?

I feel so lonely by myself.
Is this the way it feels when you're in love?
Or is this something else?
I want you all the time.
Am I obsessed with you?

lets have a random talk. shall we?

2009-09-28T04:45:00.000-07:00

Heeyy (: hmm yesterday :

makan makan makan! Haha. At 12pm go to my aunty house. Open house. Lepak makan until 3pm . can’t remember. Too busy play with my cousin. (: childish? Yeah I know. Haha. Then went to my grandfather house. My uncle said we are going to have bbq . woowww! Gila best. Haha. Then wait for my uncle buy stuff for bbq. Lepak with my cousin and have a crazy moment. Haha (:

Yeah im the one who can take nice picture . haha! But it’s true. Took those pictures with my digital camera Nikon, and my cousin camera DSLR, Olympus. Have a lot of fun with them. Cause satu kepala. Sama gila sama sewel sama sengal. Haha. Tu lah cousin saya dan saya. Heee. Then battery camera low kene charge tkleh tgkp gmbr lg.

Finished bbq around 10 something. Then sume balik rmh masing masing.

Okay today . hmm just have a normal day. Cnt stop thinking about what amirah said.

“hutan kene tebang” hahahahah! Cool gila. Nice one ami. Nice joke. (:

Okay that’s all for now.

Ps ; txt me ! I miss you. -.-‘

Buhhbyeee. <33

our date again (:

2009-09-26T10:06:00.000-07:00

Heyy ! wassup! Last Thursday we went for our date.. haha actually its our cousin day out again. (7 of us) for 2^nd time .we dnt knw wanna watched what movie. Haha. Then we all decided to watch A Perfect Getaway ! okay. Movie started at 5.00 pm. So we went for our lunch at Nandos. Nk tgkp gmbr . then battery kong! Fuck! Haha. Sabar jela.. so we finished our lunch at 4.30 pm. Then kakween went to baskin robin . keje. Then left 6 of us. Never mind. We went to baskin jugak. Tggu movie start. Haha. At 5.00pm we went for the movie. Finished around 7 something. Went to baskin robin back nk call my another cousins! Kakfarah and siblings. They want to bring us to Petaling Street. Hehe. So the fetch us at 9 pm. Yeahh best gilaaa . haha. time. It was awesome! (: we have a great time. Arrived around 2.30 pm . then rushing to cinema to buy movie ticket. We still

So 10 of us in one car! :O haha. My cousin drive exora. So muat la jugak . haha. so sampai sana around 9.30pm.

jalan2 then dorg beli brg. have fun la jugak. hee. blk around 11pm. dtg cari barang je pun. then we went for our dinner. at mamak bistro usj 9. yeahh mmg la sume org nk pandang kn. haha. i know why cause kitorg ramai sgt. 10 of us. haha. and one of my cousin wearing "merah kuning hijau" cap. haha! tktau la dia 3 ke tak.

and ade age dr 12years old smpai 25years old. haha. so we went back at 1 am. hehe.

yeahh thats all. best gilaa. and penat like hell. (:

are we friends?

2009-09-23T05:47:00.000-07:00

heyy heyy..
im actually superrduperr bored! hha.
and i dnt know what to say . haih.
errmm mymum told me mybe this friday we are going back to melaka.
cause my sister cutii. damn!
nnooooo ! there's nothing i can do at melaka. help meee! :(
hope tk jd blk. plsss -.-'

today me and my sister watched qabil khusri qabil igam.
hha. starting agk lawak .. actually its a sad story.
wish i have a brother like khusri. but i only have a sister.
haha.
now i am so happy cause someone txting with me! hee and i do appreciate it! (:
thanks for it.
so that all for now. ok then gtg.
byeeee<3

Happy Eid Mubarak !

2009-09-21T07:57:00.000-07:00

hmm. raya? bosan like hell. this year raya at klang!
only my dad went to melaka . others stay at klang. cause my sister kerja.
anyway this year raya tk rasa cm raya punn. mybe cause first 4day puasa tk dpt nk puasa..
tah laa.. firstday of raya not bad laa. but only went shake hands all my aunties and uncles. and and and.. get duit raya from them! :) hehe. not bad this year,byk gak duit raya dpt. thanks to my uncle , uda. he gave us rm51 each of us. wee~ seronok bukak sampul tuu! hha. but we still dont get it. why rm51? hahaa. okayy laa. bersyukur jela dh dpt. hehe. :) he also gave our parents duit raya sebanyak rm111. cool gle. thanks!
then 2nd day of raya. stay at home, putra heights. hmm. then went to sunway with
my parent . actually 2 in 1. jalan2 and wait for my sister finished working (BR) at 12.30am.
but then she had stomach ache. so blk earlier. around 10.30pm kot. not sure. tk tgk jam.
so yeahh that's all. raya yg paling membosan kn. :(
ahha.

so, Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri ! :)
byeeee

bored

2009-09-12T06:17:00.000-07:00

Hey there! :) today kinda boring.hmm. woke up at 8 am. help mama doing house work.
then finished around 3.30 pm. then arina txt me with her old number. weee~ haha. :)
tk habis habis ajak buka sama2.haha. sorry arina cant make it. my mum wont let me go. :( she said 'nnt kang hisap rokok' . hmm yelah kn. -.-' but don't worry ill try my best begging mama utk berbuka with you babe . hee :) try next week k. hopefully dpt la. bismillah. haha . txt with her till buka puasa. then tktau nk reply ape dh.agaga. actually nk saving crdt jugak. hehe :D srry syg! haha :P but then i made up my mind to txt her back. bosan kot. haha. yeah i know my life boring en. nk buat cmne.. -.-'
ok then . theres nothing else to say. wanna get some rest and listen to my fav song 'good girls go bad' by cobra starship. :)
nite. byebyeee <3 xoxo ;)

fuck off motherfucker!

2009-09-10T06:01:00.000-07:00

if u dont even know how to
appriciate some one
so fuck off!
leave me alone!!!

p/s: i wont forget what u did to me. hmm -.-'

first day puasa :D

2009-08-26T00:58:00.000-07:00

heyy. today is my first day puasa. hahaha.
ada sbb pun tk puasa sebelum ni..
hahaa. so yeah , sumpah lapar gle ni.
sahur mkn sikit je pun. :D

aneway smlm ngn harini sumpah bosan gle.
waiting fr someone to txt me.
tp smpai skrg tk appear lg msg dia..
hmm. -.-'
nk buat cmne dia tkda credit. sabar jela. hee.

k dh tktau nk ckp ape dh. hee.
bbyyyeeee <3

i think sooo.. :)

2009-08-26T00:55:00.000-07:00

if you always think or cry about someone.
that means you are
in love with he/she! :D

school holiday -.-'

2009-08-24T00:38:00.000-07:00

yaaawwww wassuupp !!
haha. hmm school holiday? sumpah bosan gle babi tahap dewa.
tktau nk buatpe. thnk god!
nasib there's someone wants to txt me everyday! :D
thanks you weyh. haha.

this school holiday i've to help my
mum cook. ade org order bubur jagung, bubur pulut hitam,
bubur kacang, and bubur gandum. so cm kene la tlg . :D
asl kn ade ganjaran. haha! but seriously penat nk mati.
everyday kene angkat tong gas yg berat nk mampus tuu.
and periuk yg besar and full with all those bubur.
my back bone cm nk patah dh ni.
ni bru 4 hari. everyday mymum going to cook the bubur
since start puasa smpai raya nnt. bpk penat.
hahah. hmm okayy then thats all for today.
tktau nk ckp ape lg dh. hee. bbyyyeeeeeeee. :D

MY HANDPHONE :(

2009-07-28T01:19:00.000-07:00

heyy heyy.
im bored. so curi2 masuk internet. huhu.
hmm wanna know somthing?
its my phone. :(
last wednesday was my bad day. hm.
fucking chieng took my handphone.
haihh. tetiba ada spotcheck about another
10 minute to go back kottt.
fuck man! there must be someone tell
her that my classmate bring handphone.
but my classmate didnt come on that day.
god! she's so lucky man!! haihh. the best thing is.
i give my phne to my friend. kot kot dia tk kene spotcheck en.
tgk tgk dia yg kene . daammmnnn!! urghhhh.
so my day at school end up with tears.
hahaha. bila fikir blk kelakar kottt. haha. :D

2009-07-24T06:46:00.000-07:00

wooot wooottt.
hello this is my first blog . haha.
sumpah tktau nk ckp ape. ngee.

erm..
okayy my name nor izzura, 16 this year,
nothing to say right now.
so chaloooooooo.. :D